Saturday, February 3, 2007

Is That So Difficult?

You would think I'd have the willpower to stay out of other peoples' business. It wouldn't be that hard, I'd just have to find something else to occupy myself with, but no. I just had to get involved and stay involved and make a big mess of things and be a huge idiot. I think my life needs to be more interesting so that I don't feel like I have to meddle in others' affairs (or lack thereof). Sometimes I hate myself for that bad habit of mine. Definitely something to work on.

Another thing! You would think it wouldn't be that difficult to have a serious discussion with someone very close to you about some very important concerns. But being the emotionally retarded person I am, this simple task somehow grows into this horrible thing I can't even think of, let alone accomplish. Cause I don't think we'll make it too much longer if we don't discuss some things, but I don't see how I can bring that up. I'm not very good at sorting out my OWN difficulties.

Something about this seems a little messed up...

3 comments:

Joi Grey said...

You did less harm than you think you know. Don't be so hard on yourself. I'm not really that mad at you, in fact I don't think I'm mad at you at all...although for being a little riddiculous I may add you to the heads on my mantel piece lol it can go next to nico's. But no. You're being too hard on yourself. Seeing as I'm over it before you, and I was the traumatised, not you. So I bide thee good night and hope you can forgive yourself lol. Night!

StephJP said...

BIDE THEE?! *dies* honestly. Get rid of those stupid french "e"s ate the ende ofe everye worde youe freakinge typee!!!

Now that that's taken care of. I think you should just talk to...well, both persons in question. Trust me, you'll sort it all out and everything shall be fine. I can almost guarantee! (that I didn't spell that word right...)

*cough* Anyways. Good night. *disappears in puff of smoke*

StephJP said...

Omg, Kim's coming back today!

Partayyyyyyy!