Sorry for yet another depressing post for you people, but I just watched an Eminem video and now I'm saddish. And now for the worry! In free-verse poem format, ooooooh. (for those of you less educated than I, that means no, rhythm, no rhyme, no rules)
Why do you suppose I'm me?
I know, but do you?
Does anyone really know me?
Or do they just see what's in front of me?
I'm stuck in the background
I guess
It's not who you are
But what you accomplish
What have I accomplished in this world?
People don't know
They only know when I lack it
I'm scared
Of becoming nothing but a relative
Nothing but his girlfriend, her friend
Stuck in the background
I don't know where to go
If I lost it, what would I be?
If deafness falls upon my ears, blindness upon my life
Of becoming normal
Losing my edge
My music, my talent
My self
I'm sorry
For validating myself by you
For following, not leading
For being confused
For distracting
For being so high maintenance
That I take your time, make it my own, just because I need you
For making you read this sad poem.
[Ok, that's it. I'm actually not even that sad, but it's just good to let it out sometimes. Besides, the disorganization of free-verse is so... freeing. Anyways, back to optimism! Oh, and feel free to decipher the bold and italic words. Not that they mean anything in particular.]
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I know no one reads this, but it's still interesting to write. By the way, it's a moblog 'cause I write wherever I feel like it, and post it on here later.
Other people
About Me
- Kim
- Hmmm... what to say about me... I play the saxophone. That's pretty important. I also play various other instruments and sing, so I guess to describe me its all about the music. And the random thoughts.
Butt Whoopin' List
- My work ethic - 'Cause sometimes some stuff actually needs to get done.
- The annoying elementary school kids on my bus - For rapping about STD's
- My Phone Rules - Or rather, not my rules but the rules of the person I talk to most.
- My dot at the end of Mvmnt 1 - For being way too far away and being exactly parallel to where I am before.
- Me - For being neurotic and OCD.
- David - For being so annoying and stupid.
2 comments:
Ooh. Poem. You've caught the craze. And that part (I typed "prat" at first. British words shall prevail!!!) where you say "What have I accomplished in this world? People don't know. They only know when I lack it". My parents are like that ALL THE TIME. When I bring home a test that I got 100% on, they go "that's good" and walk away. But if they find a bad test, they go on for HOURS on how I'm so careless, a fool, stupid, spend too much time on my social life. There's no turning back for me, and I can never catch a breather. It sucks. So I know how you feel.
Ok well that little blog sounded really depressing i meen for a second i thought you were trully emo, thank god for that
*phew*
so ya i think people see u all the time and anyways, i really don't care if people notice me or not.
peece
ilu
Nico
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